Arms by Christina Perri

so ive  been listening to this song a lot the last few days im not  really sure why but it speaks to me a lot. heres the lyrics for those of you who have never heard it ill get the video linked in later

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will let you me change my mind and turn around
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'Till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go


I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home 

  

Angry writing day

I hate Christian Rodriguez: scum bag, asshole,  useless, scum. ROT IN HELL CHRIS! Your scum! A spineless, worthless!! useless!! husk of a man!! you  say I'm trash? because i do something to make me happy ??!! i did everything to make you  happy that i could! LOOK in a mirror asshole! your Logan's pet! your trash also apparently i wasn't slutty enough for you! have fun getting killed! its your loss your nothing to me! my heart may be broken but i have friends and family  who love me for who i am!  you controled me  like a slave! i am no slave to no one! i have a right to speak my mind! i have a right to tell you to shut the hell up! you never let me speak! how could i have possibly told you anything! FUCK YOU!  ROT IN HELL SCUMBAG!  my day had started off good and ended shitty because of you! go die! i dont care you  diserve whatever comes your fuckin way! now that your gone i can follow my heart! i can date someone who wont hurt me! your immature!  idiotic!  stupid! useless! when you had to go do something i let you! but  when i did  you told me to wait! well mu waiting is done! my life can continue on! my name is Mariah Krouse! the  girl who you hurt!  ROT IN HELL!  i hope  your next girlfriend hurts you as bad as you've hurt me! you fucked up! and karma is going to bite you in the ass one day and your going to wish you hadn't! someone is going to fuck you up one day! and no ones gonna  help you! Ive  got family that isn't afraid to kick peoples asses especially those  who make me cry, you don't know shit!  so watch your fuckin back  because this isnt one game i play half assed!  my life is under my control! not yours! not anyone's, my decisions! my voice! my SANITY! I HOPE YOU BURN IN  HELL!  i hope your life gets turned upside down like youve done to mine! heres a song i wrote just got you ass hole!

(to the tune of elmo's world)

La la la la la la la la 

Go die! (go die!)
La la la la la la la la 

Rot in hell! (rot in hell!) 

i hate your guts, your guts so much

Rotttttt in hellllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!